
pond era rewatch: 5x01, the eleventh hour
“dear santa. thank you for the dolls and the pencils and the fish. it’s easter now so i hope i didn’t wake you but, honest, it is an emergency… there’s a crack in my wall”

Lana Del Rey | ‘Queen of Disaster’
Some are given a chance to climb but they refuse: they cling to the Realm, or the Gods, or love. Illusions. Only the ladder is real. The climb is all there is.
I fell into this business by accident. It wasn’t something I ever aspired to be: an actress. It just happened. It has evolved into an insane passion…a creative outlet. But nothing more. It’s my hobby… one of the ways I express myself as an artist. And the day it becomes a job… a career… I will quit.

I blew into this world on a leaf. I’m still blowing. I don’t think I’ll ever land.
“A little bloody gratitude would be a start.”